Silvercrest79 – A little of This and That

I need to vent my sadness somewhere, so I will vent it here….

Everyone it seems is pregnant….

Why am I all alone? Why am I always last? Why is it always a struggle? Why is life passing me by? Other people are so happy. Why can’t I be happy? Why can’t I be like other people? Why do other people have what I would consider perfect lives (which is far from perfect but from my perspective are)? To say that life isn’t fair would be putting it mildly, heck that is a compliment from my perspective. It sucks sucks sucks.

I am worn down, worn out, over done, expired, I am sick sick sick of my crappy excuse for a life. I am sick of playing games. I am sick of the short end of the stick, hell I don’t even have a stick I’ve been so screwed over. I am sick of taking the blame. I am sick of holding my tounge. I am sick of walking on eggshells.

Is it too much to ask for even a bit of happiness, really is it? What did I ever do to diserve this sham of a life?

I’m trying to find a new normal and if this is a new normal this is some f’d up bull.  

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